Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Black Hole

Sept 10

Today isn't a good day. I have fallen into a black hole. It feels like I will never get out of this mess I am in. I know I will, but right now it looks bleak. And that's okay. It's part of the grieving process.


  1. Oh my friend! crawl out of that black hole! I can only imagine the pain and the fear. Chin up and smile. Many gentle hugs and prayers. It will get better.

    Luv u.. Toni

  2. Renee',

    I know it's so hard to read a story from the cancer survivor below, as it's down right scary!! It's hard, but try if you can to remember that ALL things are possible with GOD!!! I know it's easy to say, but it is so true!!!

    God can do amazing things, and we are praying that He will do amazing things in you!! Just keep running to Him as your "refuge and strength!" He loves you and He knows how hard this is for you.

    I think of the story in the Bible about Jesus' friend Lazarus, who He let die, because He didn't come on time. And Christ KNEW He was going to bring him back to life, but He still WEPT with all the family and friends that were falling apart. So He's weeping with you too, because He knows how hard this is for you. But good can come out of bad. And we are sooo praying for that.

    Love you Renee'!!!

  3. I couldn't hardly stand to read that awhile ago and had to go have a hard cry, to the Lord. Knowing that it is only through Him that we can make it through things and help us have a better day tomorrow and lots of other tomorrows.

    Love you so much cousin! Give us a call sometime if you need to talk. Sometimes you just need to hear someone else's voice! Okay?

    (Hope this one posts this time, I re-signed up under a different account.)

    Till later. Love, Dawn